Wednesday, December 16, 2009

12 Days of My Birthday


Okay, so I'll be 25 in 12 days and I realized last night that I'm kinda scared to turn 25. Up until now, I've been playing it cool and acting like I have it all together, but **This Just In..." I DON'T! I'm actually rather unprepared. As a 25 year old, what will some of my new expectations and responsibilities be? Should I know what I want to do with my life? I don't. Should I have a certain amount of money in the bank? I definitely have a certain amount and that's it....lol...


I asked my self a question, "WHAT DO I WANT" and it's funny (not really) because I don't have a clue...but then again who does....maybe 26 year olds do....I know a lot of people are going to tell me that it's okay to not have a clue what you want to do, but then what do you do...(I'm a lil frustrated if you can't tell).


In that same journal, I wrote...."WHO AM I" I have a lot more answers to that question than the first and maybe seeing who I really think I am, will help me figure out what I want and who I want to be...


I'm thinking of a REINVENTION OF SHAREE. There are so many things I want to change, but I'm not sure how.......I've been taking small steps and that's a good place to start I guess.....


Can't wait until Christmas and then my bday and then it's 2010, just like that....oh my.....


12 DAYS LEFT!

3 comments:

  1. Happy Birthday!!!

    I hope all your dreams and wishes come true! 25 is AWESOME!!!

    (Pssst. my next birthday I will be 34. YAHOOO!!)

    Hope you can celebrate your day with the ones you love!

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  2. Just to let you know...you are on the right track.. I didn't find out what I really wanted to be until 31... don't stress too much...enjoy your family and friends and remember that your path is predestined..just ask God for guidance to lead you.

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  3. Scarves Scarves
    Best wishes! I have learned a lot from , across a range of subjects.

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