Okay so I'm new at this blogging thing. I swore I was a writer, but um...when I have to actually conceptualize and spit out my own real thoughts about my own real life...it seems to pose a somewhat difficult problem for me. So here goes, I guess I'll let it all out.......................
I started seeing a therapist two weeks ago. Apparently I'm severly depressed. Okay, that's fine, but I won't take meds...you probably think I'm depressed AND stupidly stubborn, but I just refuse to take medicines for depression that make me more depressed. Now, I'm a talker so one hour to try and figure out all of my different qualms isn't nearly enough time for me to feel any where near vented (hence this blog), so I guess I'll let this serve as the other half of my treatment. I think it'll be kinda okay...None of you probably know who I am so I really can say what's really on my mind and get it all out. I hope people can comment bc it would be nice to know that I' m not alone when it comes to being a functioning neurotic. You know how people always say that they wish they could speak their mind? Well that's exactly what I intend to do. I'm going to share my life story with the world....somewhat. I think this will be okay. I can just write and write. Alot of people may not say it, but I really think that almost all people wish they could share every part of themselves with someone....anyone. But they may fear judgement ( even me. At first I put "everyone fears judgement" but changed it to "they may" bc I feared being thought of as a person who just "knows" their opinion is a fact...bc I'm really not...even tho I don't even know you...) ANYway, they may fear judgment against what they say, feel, act upon or think. I'm really going to try and let my guard completely down and put it all out there...what's the worst that could happen............
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